Hello again. I haven't written in a long time, and for that I am sorry. I will try to be better. Now this post may not be as interesting as the last, as I will be letting no one in any more secrets. ;)
School is fast approaching and so is the time to register for classes (yuck). And I am unsure what I am going to do with my bad self. I had planned to get my CNA and see where elderly care took me, but I'm not sure if thats where I want to go now. Don't get me wrong I love my job, but my sweet 90 year old friends are making me old. I just feel old. And if i were to get me CNA 10 cent's says I would end up doing hospice care.
I think I should live a little before I settle. Oddly though I think phlebotomy would be interesting. The thing that also intriges me is that it will only take me a month to get, and every one needs blood suckers (that is basically what they are..). It seems to be a dirty job that no one wants.
I still plan for psychology. I will love that subject to the ends of the earth and will always be working towards my degree in it.
Right now I am searching for a job in the teacher's aide profession. This seems hard to come by. Either that or it takes a lot long than I thought to process applications and such. I don't fancy the idea of being a teacher, however I do like kids. And it would be a change of scene.
I went to Pioneers Village at 'This Is The Place Monument' today with my family! It was super fun. I have to steal pictures from my sister, but when I do I will tell you all about it!
Heather
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Spelling Habits
I am going to let you in a secret. Spelling has never been one of my best points. So when I write a blog called "A Working Tittle" what I mean is "A Working Title". You see, spell check didn't tell me it was wrong....
So thank you big Sister. You help me more than you will ever know! Love you too.
So thank you big Sister. You help me more than you will ever know! Love you too.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
A Working Tittle
Hello, it me again. I have read many blogs in the past little while, and now I know what I am supposed to do. Can anyone tell me what that is?.... Okay. I shall tell you, write. Simple answer huh.
I suppose I shall tell you a little about myself. About 22 years and 2 months ago I was blessed to come to this Earth. I suppose God didn't think there was enough trial in the world. The gospel, the theater, wilderness, writing, the color orange, and people watching, are all things that I am mad about.
Its always fun to know that God loves me, I love a good story whenever I can get one, nature is proof that God loves us (most definetly when it rains), Never was blessed with the ability to either tell a story or write one (though I try it anyway), orange is bright and happy, and people are the most fascinating things that have ever walked the earth.
I love people. My shyness may keep me from getting to know many of them, but I love to watch them. Everyone of us comes from a different place. Our ways of reasoning will never be the same no matter how hard any of us try. My favorite thing to do is reading people. It has been something that I have always been able to do. Don't get me wrong, don't go around analyzing everyone I meet. I'm not creepy....but I do love to do it. I am not always correct in what I read, but most of the time I come very close. There are some that are harder to read than others, but again, I am normally close if not right.
And I think it is through this that I have my most annoying quality; I must try to fix everything.
This is something not matter how hard I try I always blundder up. There are very few complete success when I have tried to be said "helpful". Believe me, I have tried to help everyone wither or not they have needed it. I know, my heart is in the right place, but I just don't seem to hit the needle to the point. I just like to make people happy.
I love to be in crowds surrounded by people. However, I would rather be either listening or sitting in the back quietly watching. Don't get me wrong I do like very much to get in on the action. I can let loose just like everyone else. Its just that I like to watch more. I'm not saying don't come near me if you find me sitting of in the back, because some time I am just being stupidly shy and need some help. Because I am shy miss out on a lot, and most of the time I am just hiding.
And I think this is where my second most annoying quality comes from; I need people.
This has been something that I have just recently noticed. Where I like to be alone and set to do my own thing, sometimes I just need to be with people. Even if they don't even notice that I am there, I know they are there and that is all that matters. It is through this that I can sometimes get very clingy. I am deeply sorry to anyone that I have either offended or annoyed by this. I haven't many friends do to this, and most likely my other quality, but I think this is this one that rides on people's emotions most.
People need alone time, and where I don't need that as often, I sometimes don't remember that other people do. And I ask simply that you let me know when I am dong this. Be blunt if you have to. No matter how hard I try I can't seem to notice when I have become so annoying. I may seem a little hurt, but I assure you that I am not....really. Its not fun to find out that you are annoying, but it is worse not to be told and have someone hate you for it. And it boggles my mind because I didn't even know that I was getting clingy. So I may seem hurt but really I am just trying to figure out how I let that happen.
So now that I have chewed your ear off, or at least swollen your eyes with this long rant I thank you for even getting this far. I will talk to you later. Bye!
I suppose I shall tell you a little about myself. About 22 years and 2 months ago I was blessed to come to this Earth. I suppose God didn't think there was enough trial in the world. The gospel, the theater, wilderness, writing, the color orange, and people watching, are all things that I am mad about.
Its always fun to know that God loves me, I love a good story whenever I can get one, nature is proof that God loves us (most definetly when it rains), Never was blessed with the ability to either tell a story or write one (though I try it anyway), orange is bright and happy, and people are the most fascinating things that have ever walked the earth.
I love people. My shyness may keep me from getting to know many of them, but I love to watch them. Everyone of us comes from a different place. Our ways of reasoning will never be the same no matter how hard any of us try. My favorite thing to do is reading people. It has been something that I have always been able to do. Don't get me wrong, don't go around analyzing everyone I meet. I'm not creepy....but I do love to do it. I am not always correct in what I read, but most of the time I come very close. There are some that are harder to read than others, but again, I am normally close if not right.
And I think it is through this that I have my most annoying quality; I must try to fix everything.
This is something not matter how hard I try I always blundder up. There are very few complete success when I have tried to be said "helpful". Believe me, I have tried to help everyone wither or not they have needed it. I know, my heart is in the right place, but I just don't seem to hit the needle to the point. I just like to make people happy.
I love to be in crowds surrounded by people. However, I would rather be either listening or sitting in the back quietly watching. Don't get me wrong I do like very much to get in on the action. I can let loose just like everyone else. Its just that I like to watch more. I'm not saying don't come near me if you find me sitting of in the back, because some time I am just being stupidly shy and need some help. Because I am shy miss out on a lot, and most of the time I am just hiding.
And I think this is where my second most annoying quality comes from; I need people.
This has been something that I have just recently noticed. Where I like to be alone and set to do my own thing, sometimes I just need to be with people. Even if they don't even notice that I am there, I know they are there and that is all that matters. It is through this that I can sometimes get very clingy. I am deeply sorry to anyone that I have either offended or annoyed by this. I haven't many friends do to this, and most likely my other quality, but I think this is this one that rides on people's emotions most.
People need alone time, and where I don't need that as often, I sometimes don't remember that other people do. And I ask simply that you let me know when I am dong this. Be blunt if you have to. No matter how hard I try I can't seem to notice when I have become so annoying. I may seem a little hurt, but I assure you that I am not....really. Its not fun to find out that you are annoying, but it is worse not to be told and have someone hate you for it. And it boggles my mind because I didn't even know that I was getting clingy. So I may seem hurt but really I am just trying to figure out how I let that happen.
So now that I have chewed your ear off, or at least swollen your eyes with this long rant I thank you for even getting this far. I will talk to you later. Bye!
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