Life

Things have been a little different latley. And it all seems to be happening at once. I feel so behind sometimes.
First, I will tell you about my new job. I am a Sign Aide for Alpine School district. I get to go around and to the different elementarys and help Deaf or hard of hearing children learn to communicate and adjust to a basic class room setting. It is super fun!
Second, and not just a few days before I had to star my first day, I totaled my car. It wasn't my fault and the other parties insurance is paying for everything, but now I get to deal with finding a new car. Now, that is not all that bad. I really like drooling at the possible things I can get out of a car. There are some cool things that can be found. Power windows, rear defrost, power every thing, air conditioning, and soooooo much more. And I must thank everyone who helped me find a car. I can't get it yet...but thankyou all.
Third, one of my very close friends got sealed in the temple this last Saturday! It was so cool! I am glad that she made it. The only down side is that I am such a dud and totally got the time wrong and ended up waiting at the Bountiful Temple for her for about 4 hours. It was worth it to see the joy in her eyes though.
Forth, I seem to have lost myself. I can't seem to grasp any concept and I want to just throw things. Everything I say or do is not right and I am told so often. I have also lost the ability to properly communicate what I want to say, unless it is in sign. I just feel so lost. I feel like i'm stuck in a void. no, its a little darker...anyway.
I also have lost my need to write. I don't know what else to say. Have a nice day.